The Power of God

So this weekend has been pretty long for me. I worked like a crazy woman because why? I love to work and I want to be able to treat myself every now and then, but that is not the purpose of this blog post today.

Today I am writing about something that I don't ever really talk about with most people because it is something that is very personal and private to me but today I am going to share.

God.

Often times in life you want to share your views, thoughts, and opinions about many things that are going on, world issues, race relations, politics, the economy all types of things but when it comes to God and religion or spirituality people are either very quite on the matter or overtly over the top in their own opinion.

Neither way is wrong. I have just for many years been a 'let me keep it to myself' type of person. Why? I can't tell you. Because if you ask me I am going to tell you that I am a true believer in Jesus Christ and that he died for our sins and the son of God and I want to make into heaven. Now I am not going to sit up here and say that I go to church every Sunday because I don't or that I read my Bible every day because I don't do that either although I do try to read it as often as I can, but you can't tell me in any way shape form or fashion that God doesn't exist. I know that He is real and I know that He is out there. I can't explain it I can just feel it and that is the Holy Spirit.

For those that know me know that I have had a rough few years until pretty recently and it wasn't until I got the thought in my head that maybe I need to make some changes and then some things might start to improve in my world. That was God working on me. I finally started listening. Low and behold. I move to a different location at my job and things start looking up for me. I am moving in the direction of moving up within the company. And possibly to a job that is actually in my field of study of what I went to school for in the first place which would be even better for me. It never really dawned on me to look for a job in my field with the company until I was talking to another person that is of God and pointed it out to me. Now I am not saying that I wouldn't have come to this conclusion on my own, but some times you need to hear some things from other people that you least expect to hear them from to actually plant the seed in your mind to take certain actions.

I don't know why it is that I have this over whelming since that this is going to be a break out year for me. I feel so much positivity and energy and happiness in my life that I know it is NOTHING but God moving in my life and making things better for me.

I feel so blessed and so happy all the time and I wasn't this person even 6 months ago. That is the amazing part and just the awesome power of God. There are so many things that I want out of life and that I want to do in life and I know that they will all be done in the right time. There are some lessons that I still need to learn I know that but there is this feeling that I have that I don't ever want to lose.

I had a failed relationship that only lasted 3 months and I learned that I able to love past what I thought I was able to love. The man that I was with is a good man. I just don't think that he was the right man for me. But what God showed me is that I am beautiful and that I deserve to be happy with the right person and not to just settle for someone just for the sake of being with them because I was lonely. I am beautiful and that is something that my ex would tell me all the time. I didn't believe it because I have always had issues with the way that I look. I have always been bigger than everyone else in my family and of my friends. I have always felt like the ugly duckling when it came to me compared to my female cousins and even my friends. I was never the one that the cute boys wanted to talk to or looked as being more than a friend. I was always just a cool chick to hang with. My ex made me realize that I was just as beautiful as the rest of them. I am beautiful and I do deserve to be happy. My mother has been telling me that for years but some things you just need to hear from a different avenue for it to really hit home for you. Besides mothers are supposed to tell their daughters that anyway right? Lol

God has some wonderful things in store for me. I don't even know what they are but I AM EXCITED.

I had a conversation with my manager of all people about God today and we shared some good information with each other. And one thing that I told her is that she needs to practice patience especially with things that you want the most. Because something that I have done my entire life is compare what others had to what I had or what others were doing and why wasn't I at the same point as my peers but you can't compare yourself to others because what God has for you is for you in your time and no one else and that really hit home for me recently and I am so glad that it finally.

So I can now stop worrying about when I am going to meet the man that I am supposed to be with because I know that he is out there and that we are going to meet when God is done working on me and ready for us to meet.

My goal is to keep working on myself and to better my relationship with God and be happy with every thing that He has done for me already and all of the things that He is going to do for me.

Change is coming and this is my time to shine and that is exactly what I plan on doing.

And that is just my .04 cents.

Until Next Time.......

Peace & Many Blessings.